Blog Blerg

I forgot I had a blog. Kinda pointless to really report any weightloss cuz there is none. Granted there is also no gain but some flucuation around 174...have tried to just stay on points and that's about it. Once we get our contract turned in and if it gets renewed, my blood pressure might go down enough to allow me to not be high strung and ready to kill anyone or anything. Then i can focus on eating healthy and exercising.The wait to find out our fate tho is taxing my whole being.

I'm also cutting back on tours for the summer. I'm burned out and need a break. However I do love the additional income they have provided for slaving every night after work, but I've lost my sanity in the process.

I see you guys are finally getting back to walking! Awesome! Hopefully I'll get to read about huge results on Monday! I'm seriously just having a hard time stayong focused but as always my goal is to try to post a loss next week...until then :)

Peace

Should I be Proud?

That I've maintained the exact same weight for three weeks now?? I don't know. I'm kinda feeling like a failure....so I guess I'll tell myself that even though I know it's a lie. I'm going to try to make time for exercise this week somehow..

No point in weighing in

I've been shitting and puking my guts out since midnight so weighing myself is kinda pointless...it would be good but it is a lie...I'll try for Wednesday.

Well here we go

I've neglected the blog lately...I have been writing everything down and can track that I usually go nutty on Friday and Sunday. Which I think is why my weigh ins suck.

I've been doing the Jillian DVD when I can find 20 minutes to squeeze it in. It seems to be helping. Im already starting to see definition in my legs...now if the arms would just follow suit

lol..but oh well.
The day job has been etremely stressful and busy. I hate the year end, plus they extended our contract negotiations until the end of the month, so here we yet again are awaiting our fate longer. The wait is driving my impatient ass crazy!

Good luck in weigh ins tomorrow!